Purpose

I just want to lay into you,
and listen to you play...

Every thought 
we ever shared
through keys and memories,
every note
now filter feeling
we always felt
through love, and trust...

Everything owning Us.

I love you in ways 

I could never describe,
so always know
you will never leave this mind.

You are my soul purpose,
the proof
that there is a life,
a ride,
a reason,
for the art behind these eyes.

Inside 
this pouring heart,
because you always knew me
from the start.

I still feel you
with every breath,
with every fucking twist inside me
that is something sought for,
something truly believed in.

You are my purpose...
all of the things I ever hope to be.

You. Are. My. Everything.

Until The End

Get on a plane with me

To nowhere

Destination doesn't exist.

When we are together

Let's write a rhyme 

And sing a song

To find out where we belong.

Inside each other's hearts

Blood for blood

We'll find true meaning

To this thing called life.

Because...

You bring Me out of me,

Write. That. Down.

Everything a man should be.

The whole world goes away 

when I think about you 

Guts, gore, mind, thoughts,

Jess you taught me a lot.

You are my Only

So let us just be

And learn true meaning

Through anything...

Sex Gore Nudity Suicide Smoking

Relinquish your dreams
and try to forget
about everything.

You are not real
you're just not here anymore,
but still you can feel us

Evermore...

Try and vacate the past,
try and make your heart

Foreverlast...

Even when you hit walls
that make scars,
you and I will never

Fall apart...

Break My Fucking Sky

Blissfull movement...

Your voice is soothing,

I can feel it in any room.

Lovingly baked 

and assembled,

edible perception

designed to be 

my perfection,

and direction...

(In this cold world).

We're like children,

but adult-like with how much we care

about one another.

Who counts the shit in-between our pain?

Through visions of us dancing in the rain.

Let us recover without sound,

because the mystery of Love 

is greater than the mystification of Death.

The world can laugh

but we won't,

until we're together

then they will learn our love 

through our words,

but as of now 

they don't even know 

what the word "we" actually means.

For us,

two souls aligned

like a spine to a spline,

teaching each other everything, 

and achieving anything

that is possible within ourselves, 

a world for our love to accomplish, 

as long as you believe in we.

GEt dRUNk aNd FAde tHe SaMe

Down with the ship

always down

as so it goes...

I only make good decisions unconscious.

People do stupid things 

in foreign countries.

I dream of right things

left wrong.

Responsibility goes away 

when the rain starts to fade...

The Exotic

Let us pursue the exotic,

the dark intimate ways

of healing years of scars

inside one another,

through instant satisfaction.

Mark these words:

You. Will. Come.

Hard into a place

where desire meets emotion,

shaking in the arms of passion 

and devotion,

where loneliness no longer exists 

through a feeling of feelings

you've never felt before,

and now can't help but adore.

And before you go

back in mind

to relive us at times,

I'll stay here triggered

(sexually devine)

then you will always know 

that you and that heart...

Will. Always. Be. Mine.

Through and Through

Through

a week

of saving lives 

one a time

you were 

the only one 

to uncatch these eyes.

Though never met

still connected 

through

minds of familiar 

100% me

losing you

and sleep.

Are we ever going to stare 

into each other's eyes 

and finally come back to life?

Through

lucid thoughts

to hold you near

I charge 

Your Heart 

plus Your Soul, 

for the first 8 minutes

before you disappear.

Perfectly Flawed

You and I 

are two in the same,

our hearts both scream

in silence...

Because the violence in our minds 

won't allow us to escape. 

I know you 

through and through, 

through Mills and Stills

and I hope for the day to come...

that you finally believe 

what I believe in you,

and feel these words

and know our hearts are true.

Mirror

Let us meet 

and then disappear 

into each other.

Still fast,

still slow 

learning one another.

Still

we grow.

Perfect shades 

of awkward

always wandering,

and pondering life.

A gift I bet

you once were.

Past aside.

Holding clocks 

for things to turn 

in the wrong direction,

same as I,

but still I stay 

and still choose

both of our souls

to stay...

Alive.

As we learn 

through each other,

within ourselves

without reflection.

My Sound of Skye

Lost in trying

thoughtful minds collide.

Beneath ourselves

within our skin 

new adventure

turning journey 

come blend 

again.

The weather gets quiet 

when you're around

holding echoes of vibe

and time...

(My sound of Skye).

Whereas here 

I become

a student of silence

lost, in your eyes.

1, 3, 5, 7 times 

hearts explode

attacks in reference

pushing us forward

from days 

stolen before.

This is it 

we are now

we are the way 

life can still 

be profound.

A faucet of feeling

left wide open

both blood and blue

faded in waiting 

for true colour 

to pour through.

You're still a trip

falling sometimes

as I did then

and all the while

writing this.

So smile

you wear it well

cause you got it

got me...

dear friend.

Until the day

we blend 

again.

Twist

Life is a sick twist

and some of us deserve it.

You are a heroine

someone on a screen

that moves every person

into true feeling.

Without a sound

I think about moments

we would joust our words 

at their best...

Are we ever going to be something 

different than the rest?

I am who I am

and I see you in a different light

perfectly flawed like me

for us to unite.

Forget 

those other conversations

that made you choose your way

just let us own our own days.

I know your shit

and you know mine

so maybe someday we can both

leave the past behind.

The End of Day

At the end of day...

Tell me why you lie
If you may
With dissension
On display

Just take me this way

There is nothing here
Perfect
There is nothing here
To deserve us

Flawed in all
We still dance

Under water
In repetition
Taking to life
Through chance

So speak
Through words
Unheard
Unobserved
Silent
Feel oxygen rise

Careless thoughts
With me still
You breathe
My heart
My thrill...

{Now Read Backwards}

Coyote's Blood

Give birth
to the dream,
women, children, lyric,
then song...

To find the place where you belong.

We grew up here
in a dirty place of essence,
a lot further
than you ever knew,
in your existence.

So now join us,
and let us write together
in a moment of spite
of forever.

As we find a way
to blaze our path,
and write words...

That. Will. Forever. Last.

The Girl I Knew

I just wrote this
off the cuff
of lonely.

Speak easy,
think free,
and then
return to me.

I miss you
every day,
you are my ways of commotion
that always sway
this emotion.

Someday
I hope we will be together,
sometime
in sweater-weather.

But until that day
I will silence myself,
and learn to place my heart
on the shelf.

Old Pipe

Old man
old night
forget everyone
it's time to write.

Light the fire
light the pipe
rock
the rocking chair
again
to believe
that people still exist
and will knock
down your door
to show
they still care

that you're there.

But this
is only a dream
selfish beings
can never be tamed
can never understand
faceless words of silence
still spilling
through every text
they seem to roose.

Now
finally learn
that communication
deserves the words
forever...

Unused.

Rage At Dawn

A girl

of the last...

You are 

20% angel,

50% devil,

and 30% 

the most beautiful 

thing I have ever seen.

So which would cover everything?

Tell me 

before I fall again,

or die inside

allowing you to win.

So now 

you owe me this line

at the very least...

One last time.

Before We Go

Welcome
to wherever you are.

I cheated on death today

and she was okay with it.

Her hair speaks everything to me

holding motion and time
that she can never show
as we both flow.

So let us drink these drugs
and smoke inebriation
before we go.

Let us share a glass of wine
and swap emotions
and spit
before the end of it.

Let us raw out our tongues
with lit-sticks

staring candles down for time

until they wick.

Art Out Of Art

We're all like pictures

developing 

from the negatives

that life takes of us.

So recycle me,

duct tape is mayhem

and so am I.

She doesn't listen 

to heavy makeup.

Even if you poured 

Clorox on her face

the evil wouldn't disappear.

Just as the devil

never fading time,

to hold her

is like hugging a porcupine.

Paper Towns

Since
however many so often's
you look honest and trustworthy
to an innocent liar.

But I already love you
with all that's left
of this wounded heart
and desire.

Though some
may be better at catching your eye,
I won't ever make you feel
the same thing twice.

We were built for this,
two personalities meshed
to save two minds
possessed.

So meet me there
in our town with no name,
then we can both belong
and never again feel the same.

Dance of Death

Oh be well
and with me still
as madness fades
as sure as will.

Our hearts will live 
forever long
and on 
until the cry of dawn.

Speak through eyes
our shield for lies
come dance with me
one last time.

Circle now back 
from the endless dark
and lead the light 
for us to spark.

You Belong

A left tear falls
not from vein,
but from sickness.

Still I sleep next to you.

A jousting-being-of-words
that still helps me believe,
learning different things
as you rest aside
through syncing heartbeats.

This time,
this thing in waiting,
can always take you down
like a motherfucker.

So how long do humans wait these days

before falling for one another?

To know
when is the right time,
in this moment,
this existence,
a bliss of new
that could turn old
at any given flip
of life's switch.

Now awake
and look through me
with those empowering eyes,
and make me feel
what it means again
to be alive.

The Abyss

The emptiness
collides
every day
inside this dark soulless taste.

Through the collective
the movement of emotions
like a fluorescent moon
to waves.

Drifting
and shifting
over rocks
into changing names
uninhabited feelings
unexplained.

My true north
my way to you
without a compass
I search for truth.

Give me the reason
an understanding why
a cloud of expression
before we touch the sky.

Sound The Alarm

You and I can own any room

at any given time.

Two sirens
calling out all indifference
against every tide.

We fill their void,
those lost souls unwilling to admit
they are faceless in a crowd.

We. Are. Profound.

Your sounds
seep into me,
a rich palette of style
and color,
unheard from any other.

It's scary
how beautiful you are aging
like an enchanted wine,
the perfect taste
sipping attention to detail,
a perfect thirst
for this palate of love
unveiled with time.

Now,
let us scan this room
like two detectives
from a time met before,
searching for everything
that our dreams conceive,
then finally see what it means

for us to believe.

Someday

We always say
that we will get there.

Well
someday was yesterday,
and again today.

We are all movement
without expression,
without expectation.

Maybe 

we are voices
beyond reason,
maybe we are Wiccan,
or something
without thinking
as they think,
without repression.

But we all belong
still and fast
to a raft, a parody,
steering our days
through waves
while we try to keep afloat.

Fade Into Light

It's time
to turn over a new leaf,
to live the lines
where this life's story leads.

Would you have gone to prom with me?

If we met way back when
and were young again?

Tell me all the songs to play
to put your heart on display,
tell me all your faults
that turned you out this way.

You change me,
explain me,
with every look you give
that had me shook
since the rest of them.

So show me everything
that I've come to believe...

In your own ways,
your own words,
before this feeling gets displaced
and our hearts decide to leave.

Jumping at Trains and Shit

The violence
underneath understanding
turns tables to a vision
where we both belong.

The whole point of life
is to minimize pain,
so I will always be there
to help keep you sane.

A newly found act of complacent
makes you endure the things 

you never should have to,
making you not see what truly means the most
like me, mac and cheese,
and french toast.

Now allow me to boast
about a girl, 

and a rapport that is still envied

and sought after by most.

You are my best of everything
and you still fill my dreams,
different scenes with rhyme and reason
to allow me to sing 

about things.

Grunge

My gift of selfish rage

seeps beneath the coils
of an indifference 

never met.

By anyone,
still something must understand,
and feel the band
that interlocks the tides
between turbulence 

and the sand.

Answer me now
and listen through waves,
communicate
somehow through language
forever estranged.

Hear the cold,
the rush to adrenaline
and back again,
say hello to the dark,
the Black,
a generation left alone,
remembered 

is a time unknown.

The Beach

Hey You,
tell yourself
that I miss yourself.

All the things about you
that turn me blue,
through mood rings
and things.

You're too bright for this room,
still, you light up this world,
making me believe again
in love and lust
through daylight unjust.

Night is our time
our sand,
our breeze and breath
exchanging taste,
mysterious pleasure
blowing our past away.

I'll see you again
see you soon,
in a different place to covet,
another sea,
another room.

Our Ghost

Chaos 

now implore me,
show us
what normality can be.

Shake.
Shiver.
Taste.
Repeat.

Source to source
through dreams,
evoking the tempered pulse
within thieves.

Better than a car crash
unite our souls,
deeper through substance
all our ways, all we feign.

When was the last time you got excited for the rain?

Let us dance in it
then write us again,
two different scripts
filling our film, reeling our story,
two dark souls
forever ascending free.

A touch of fear
now stage our desire,
check the locks one last time
while suspense covers bliss,
and misery observes us
before we both turn to rust.

Now fill the air
breathlessly
with our obsequious affection
toward the sky...

We are few of kind.

We Are Giants

Still,
in a suburban town
life can feel profound.

Through light shades
sought memories,
and thoughts of past.

Light now gaze
through trees, alas!
One of two,
one of the same,
a joining of essence
with no one left to blame.

Undeniable feeling now come
as green statues sway,
oxygen inhale us
the way we are, the way we were,
our own cinema 

giving up dismay.

Cleanse their minds
now come persona,
lift up those hearts that don't believe
in our genre of karma.

So settle fast
settle still,
you are the only
my only...

Such a life
such a thrill.

Fade Descent

This rebellious air
threatens the cadence beneath our skin,
the chill cold-blooded-violence inside
the art of being unknown.

Never again
will we speak in such silent hymns!

Never again
will we turn away from the rapture
defining what we once were!

Enjoy the intrigue.

That dark unguided place
that made our thoughts
what they were meant to be,
the ghost of silence
that cultivated our influence
for resistance.

We are thieves
that drift lonely alone...

So be it.

The Way The Earth Runs

They try to get us
to follow their chain of command,
their normality,
but they're only linking us 
to places we don't belong.

We need a little skin in this game
(dark chicken taught me that).

It always tastes better 
when you have a hand in the flavor 
that art possesses.

So make them hear our words,
scream creativity loud enough...

Right. Fucking. Now!

It's time for them to finally listen
and obey us for once,
to learn the youthfulness 
inside our hearts still burning to exist 
on another level, another mindset,
that they are incapable of understanding.

So stay tuned.

Escape Button

I love this feeling,
this feeling of insanity
trying to break out of my skin or skull...

When your mind is the echo beating within.

What do you do when you plan to lose yourself?
What do you do when you no longer believe in yourself?

Running 

through and through dying days,
the same repetitions
and inconspicuous ways.

Never understood
always crossing lines,
forever trying 

to get someone, anyone, 

to feel the same way you do inside.

Rain

You are such a worth of waste
of my time.

I am anxiety,
I am your lost mind.

You give a lonely thief air,
a reason to be
while these suffocating thoughts
taste only the colors you breathe.

You are a perfect blend of gorgeous
elevating colours of words
even Van Gogh couldn't explain.

I am your cliche, I am your ghost
seeping under once walled-up-doors
begging you to play.

My heart is strong enough now
that elephants could dance on it.

(Both of your favorite things).

I am your calamity,
and you are my lost feeling.

Yet still.

The rain makes me miss you.

Crestfallen

Shy shy
always Chey,
behind brown eyes
a perfect woman, a perfect cry.

She speaks everything to me,
this is about someone,
this is about something.

An eternal despair,
my immortal counterpart
comparable to the luck we draw,
and lies beyond compare.

I still miss you
and our musical thoughts
meshed together,
through Radiohead and dark weather
until the day
you finally let us be
together.

Now
let us Drive... away
ending up somewhere cold
while I keep you warm
(because I know you still hate that).

Anything is better than now
better than this,
so let us separate from them
and our thoughts of past,

because we belong together in bliss.

Weather Changes

You were Alive...

for all the right reasons,
to support, and guide
all our lost souls
that meant everything to you.

Though taken for granted at times,
you always felt the right in all the wrong
inside each one of us,
pushing us to be better,
more clever
than anyone could ever understand.

You...
shaped us
into everything we became to be,
and we thank you
and love you...

Through everything.

The Weight Of Sound

Spill me your melody

your psyche,

then I'll throw my hook

reeling tragedy in.

Don't blame me

that our souls meshed together

faded the same.

To thrive

unlike any like-minds,

to learn what feeling truly means

while holding the screams inside.

It's no coincidence

that we were placed here to coexist.

Aligned through purpose

we're both an evil twist

in this plot called life,

to guide one another

through causes of concern...

To learn.

To burn.

Deplete the air

this moment taking breaths away,

asthma tendencies

for our psychedelic ways.

Curse these curtains of misfortune,

pulling down the shade of calamity

while rewriting the same,

to relive our past days.

Together,
we fated change.

Now,
you're the only sound I hope to fear
before we both disappear...

Hara-Kiri

Who am I now?

An epic explosion
of wishful thinking
learning everything
surrounded by nothing
ripped up
torn apart
silence speaks
through picture frames
past dreams
melodies
of false being
learn me
use me
love me
lose me.

Still Me.

Phantogram

I Don't Blame You
My Only Friend,
We're Nothing But Trouble.

As Far As I Can See...

You are my Mouthful of Diamonds,
You Are The Ocean
Washing off my Bloody Palms,
When I'm Small.

Now Let Me Go...

16 Years
All Dried Up,
Don't Move,
Make A Fist,
Fall In Love.

10,000 Claps
Celebrating Nothing,
The Day You Died.

Our Futuristic Casket
Turning Into Stone,
Running From The Cops,
Never Going Home.

Now Turn It Off...

Nightlife,
Bad Dreams,
Black Out Days,
A Dark Tunnel,
With both of our Voices...

Howling At The Moon.

Sleepwalk With Me

Special
the way you bleed through me,
and call out our tendencies.

You're my scar,
the lioness of my life,
stitching up the thoughts
inside our eyes,
to coincide.

Here,
as frequent as the rain
is as often I think of you.

Are we ever going to be in love?

The real way,
when letting go
met our lips for the first time.

So stay here, stay feel,
remember our hearts together
while the world stands still.

Come hide behind my mask
while I stitch your face,
healing you with needles
through threads of my past.

Now you're safe.

Thieve Me Please

Don't rhyme with me,
if you can't keep up.

Don't lie with me,
if you can't be up for it.

Night after night
dwelling lines of past...

Situations
gathering thoughts
harder, than you feel lost.

Now rhyme again,
with me in you're own way.

Particularly with conviction,
or I won't understand.

So stand, and laugh hard,
and speak proud
and sing loud!

To forgive our sound.

Conversation

She
always carries bad phone service,
and a bad attitude.
(My provider).

I can read her emotion
even via text,
words jumping, tower to tower,
hitting my screen
(With tears).

Perfect Stranger

Can we get an appraisal
for how much we exist?

You are the princess of always,
so let's celebrate our chemistry.

Tell me you love me,
then breathe with me.

Share your tendencies
to make me feel alive again,
through feeling.

Kiss me to want me,
then bleach your past.

(Mine is darker than white can save).

So save me,
then take me,
past places words are allowed.

Who we are
is not their concern,
and who we are...

(They will never learn).

We belong here together
while our song remains the same,
so believe it, then dream it, that place

Where our hearts beat for sound.

Dive

Now let us swim
in the misery of our minds,
with backstrokes toward the past.

Maybe we can learn something there
and allow ourselves to move stylish toward the future,
free-flowing faster
to finally become who we truly are.

Cult

Misfits
rock kicks
same shoes
filled with shit.

Get ripped
tight-lipped
wordless feelings
holding whys
cross-stitched together
free inside.

Time to Recover
for us to Shiiine
three eyes
two paths
one life...

Spilling time.

Ray Ray Virgil

I love
top shelf liquor
and dancing
with werds
upon devils
inside blogs
outside boxes
around shapes
of usual
amused
usually
then go back
through crowds
of whiskey
to dancing.

Words

Say what you mean...

and do what you should have said.

Window

Just be yourself

be what you will

it's your life

it's your time

you wouldn't be anything at all

without you

and your mind

and your selfish pride sometimes

it gives you strength

and the will

to survive

this is your window

to the world.

A Year, Zero

I feel as if…
dots resemble years.

Like I’ve spent my whole life asleep,

now awake.

Pinched by an event,

a wake up call,

calling the talent inside

to come flying out.

Wish the phone would ring every day

with you on the other end,

to reset my mind,

and light that fire to be better

every hour, not every year.

No more waiting...

it's time to change clothes,

and stop wearing the weight

they bring.

Ready now,

to show them all!

What real creativity sounds like

through sound.

So you lead, and I'll follow.

Letter

blood                        feel
 blood                        feel
  blood                        feel
ink                            sink
 ink                            sink
  ink                            sink
write              D          lie
 write           E  A         lie
  write        T      S         lie
tear          I           O    fear
 tear      N               N   fear
  tear  U                    E  fear